自由與孤單總是一線之隔

As You ask me not to do, how can I feel?
It was Your mood and the way You feel since last week.
And it also was the incident that made You get this mood.
As the incident, also was the reason why I received Your message,
in the way I did.
You say it made it unlucky
I felt it made You have doubts.
Honestly. It is difficult for me, to seperate these.
Unlucky? I dont feel it will be unlucky or not.
Unlucky in the way of a fast turn in our relationship?
A turn into the other direction?
Sorry for not trust the "unlucky"-term.
The term just includes the seed of fear.
So what I fear more than be unlucky, is the trigger for believing
in it.
If You think You ll be unlucky, You will be unlucky.
Its not a question of destiny,
but a question of a self-fulfilling prophecy You speak above Yourself.
Believing in it already shows the doubts .
And those doubts, that You subtly expressed in You questions
made me feel scared.
It was the first time You asked me for something NOT to do,
regarding development in our relationship.

More important is I dont care now.
Our relationship proved it can resist one weak part.
I am sure and I am willing to carry You,
to fight for You, and to fight against You, as long as You are willing
to work together on this relationship.